Break d 4th days

2 November 2009, today i work up at 5.30 p.m bt i so tired when i wake up, i also dun noe y haha.When i went to skul i jst onli sit in canteen and wait her cum bt i wait a wait a she also no cum so i so sad ,bt when we go tapak, she appear le haha.Then i so happy then "zhong"(chinese) magnum haha. After tat she go watch them ply match while i traning at the other court, u noe i so hope she ca teman me training mah bt i noe she wont d haha. When i tired go canteen to buy water, suddenly i saw her at reading corner bt i scare so i no go say hi to her then i go pondok rest lo .Then she went bck sport centre le.Then i also went to sport centre and put my money to my beg . At tis moment i tel myself go talk with her bt i so funny d i no talk with her i jst take my bottle to touch her haha then she laugh . When i saw he laugh i so happy haha, u noe i 1st tm saw her laugh then i will laugh d leh .Then i think bck hw i do her bf d, no think about she gt happy a nt!!!!! At tis moment i so hate myself leh!!!!!!!!!!! y i so bad, she break with me all also my fault!!!!!! i hate myself forever a!! No appreciate her .no care about her...and many many.After tat we si at canteen and talk, so funny is i always repeat the question so funny ^^, tat time i so sry man haha.Then she tel me she later go julia house dance then i jst onli can do d is cal her be careful when took LRT and say hope u dance happy lah haha. When finish skul i touch her hand and cal her dun break can mah ?? Bt she also say sory. Nvm lah i noe d if me is her i also dun wan be my gf again lah because last tm i realy so bad mah bt nw i wont lyk tis le, nw i will think about fren 1st, wont lyk last tm le ^^ .Hope u will see my change lah and i will wait, 1 year cannot then 10 years, 10 years cannot then 20 years, until u wedding i jst gv up ><. Bt i think u wont believe me will wait until so late rite ?? Then i use time to "zheng ming"(chinese)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!